Possibility

Waiting on my Muse makes me
restless
I have only these few moments,
A brief window
Between coffee waking my senses
and baby’s voice piercing the silence
to get these words out.

Some days (today)
the words are stubborn,
holding back and being coy
So I try patience
coaxing them out with inspiration
Finding favorite writers and soaking up their art
Hoping it will animate my own
so it can come out of hiding, awake
ready to inspire another, or at least
me.

But now the tall one is next to me, whispering to herself
while she cuts out a project and waits for me to finish
And I hear the baby’s muffled jabbering through two closed doors
and I glance at the clock again, inhale deep and know —

It has to be now.

So I will my resisting fingers to start
just go
get something down in black and white.
The words creak, stiff and whining, and
I give them grace.
They might not change the world today,
garner me accolades or
earn me followers
(all this measurement)
But they may yet
give life to something more.

Today
there is no measure
of success or failure, just
possibility.

 

Linking up with Thought-Provoking Thursday, and with my girl Julie Brock for Words, Words, Words. She’s cool; check her out. (Thanks for the inspiration, Jules.)

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3 comments on “Possibility

  1. Jules says:

    Hooray! I love this…Man, those creaky words are the worst. The ones that bind and bite back – Way to push forward, and I am inspired – thank you for linking up today :0)

  2. love the possibilities – well done! 🙂 I am looking forward to digging around your site- I too am an adoptive mother seeking to write/ speak truth – adoption has been more challenging than I ever realized it could be – and the blessings are just that much sweeter! God is in those details! short on time today- but truly hope to connect with you & to encourage each other! God Bless-

    • Hi Kelli! I just found your comment — it got caught in my spam filter; so sorry! I’m going to look you up now. Speaking truth about adoption is so important.